SPOP 4 was AWESOMEEEEEE. surprisingly, it made me realize A LOT. sure going in, it was just oh you know, meet new people here and there and stuff like that, but towards the end it produced greater meanings for me. so yeah, first off, i’ll just say i made lots of new friends, but they were mostly girls. LOL. its easier for me to make friends with girls than with guys because i grew up...
im gonna admit.
im getting a tiny bit nervous. my shyness is tryna creep in, but i cant let that happen because orientation is tomorrow! i really want to crush this shell around me, and break free. you know, just be myself and make tons of new friends. i got this. D: well, goodnight guys!
ive always wanted to be known for making a change. it doesnt even have to be that big or extravagant of a change. i just want to be able to help others out and bring about positive change in them. no, i wont sugarcoat it for you either. i just want to let them know that life is worth living somehow, someway. i like to always keep a smile on my face, knowing that theres much worse out there, to...
packin, packin, packin,
WOOP WOOP. tomorrow is SPOP! orientation for UCI yo! im hella excited! make new friends and whatnot(‘: this will probably be the two best days of my summer. haha. i mean everyone who already went sounds like they loved it. LOVED. IT. (i feel like thats imcorrect grammar, BUT OH WELL) well. gotta go back to packing! eat lunch, pick up my brothers from school, get ready to go out, pick up...
Anonymous asked: 3 qualities that you look for in a girl. Name them.
It is God who arms me with strength and keeps my way secure.– Psalm 18:32 (via theflowerfadeth)
and the cure? prayer. feelin so much better. <3
honestly, im afraid of being a waste of time to someone. im really scared to work so hard for something, and to just have it all wasted. to go to nothing. to gain nothing but pure disappointment. im scared to trust. i cant bear to see another person close to me leave, though it is life. people come and go, but cant i keep some?
youre out of my life like a page ripped out of a book.
what really hurts is to know that no matter how strong a bond can be, there is always a chance for it to break. it bothers me how someone can simply forget you. completely lose touch with you, and not even remember a single thing of the past. its always awkward. sure its nice to see them so happy, living their life without you, but dont you ever wonder if you ever cross their mind? then you wait,...
Anonymous asked: Who have you previously liked before?
have you ever wondered what life might have been like for you, if a particular person hadn’t walked into your life? like, where would you be? what could you have been doing? would it be better? or maybe worse? eh. things like this cross my mind a lot. it makes me all the more thankful for everyone in my life, no matter who they are, and what theyve done to impact me. i mean, things work out...
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i think if all the INC members on here followed each other, we could be big enough to form our own locale. LOLOL.
Happy 97th Anniversary INC!<3 Sure, it may be another normal day for many people of the world, but to us, its a very special and blessed day. Another year, another anniversary. But its more than just an anniversary, but a celebration of who we are. One thing can change everything. In this case, our faith has become our life. Don’t let anyone or anything stop you. Ever. Hold on to it....
girl, YOU CUTE! a girl from the UCI fb group added me randomly. i looked at her profile and it said shes going to the same SPOP (orientation) as me! HELL YEEEEEEAH. better be single.. *crosses fingers*
XCVII till infinity ∞
artloveandbball: Iglesia Ni Cristo - It’s what I’m made up of, what holds me together, and the reason I’m thankful in every single aspect of my life. To the INC family out there; Happy 97th Anniversary. Nothing is going to stop us now.
my freaking mom. i was talking to her, and i brought up the love life. curiously enough, i asked her if any lesbians had liked her or any bisexual people did, because she claims that everyone was chasing her. LOL. she kinda branched off, heres part of our convo, as translated.. Mama: OMGOSH. one time my friend introduced me to this person, who was a really really beautiful girl! but then i found...
this one number keeps texting me. its always a modeling job or an acting job that pays $666. -_- today, i got another text from them, and it said “models needed for Jessica Simpson clothing line” T_T i already texted “STOP” like they told me to, but they keep texting me -_- or i could just get a boob job, ya know. ._.
im pretty sure ive done enough work to prove myself to you. you know, showing you that you really matter to me. but what i havent seen is you proving that I matter to you. im making you worth my time, because i believe in you, but lately, youve been so uninterested. i just wanna be worth fighting for, but what am i thinking..
Anonymous asked: I don't understand why you've never had a gf. I'm definitely not going to expose myself, but for the period of time I've been following you, I've seen that you are a kind & sincere gentleman. I really hope that you will find "the one" because you've been really patient. Best of luck to you.
i drooled twice last night. must have been an awesome dream. i only remember going to the movies, and no one wanted to sit next to me. then a couple people were soaking wet from a pool. idk. lol. i really dont. good morning though! im waaaaay better than yesterday!
yo yo yo,
calm you nutz. no need to get all rude, you never know who you might hurt. be careful with your actions, especially your words.
im sick! its my “time of the month” as mark describes it. >.< during the school year, i got sick once a month, but now that its summer and all i do is sleep, its less, but bleh. im sick with a cold. this is the time where i post this saying, “kuya, im sick, go buy me food” cus i always say that when im sick, and i post it here on tumblr. well, my other older brother...
there was a time when i used to be so into the laughs of other people, you know, the sound and all. like some sounded really cute. they sounded so cute, i tried changing mine like theirs. LOL. k. lates.
you wanna know something?
even though we dont talk everyday, you never fail to cross my mind a couple times throughout the day, because thats the type of friendship we have. one where i dont have to talk to you 24/7 just to check up on you, or to even make sure that we wont drift. its the amount of trust in there, that although we might not see each other or communicate in some way every single day, i know at the end of...
i love the part of a friendship where youre barely getting to know the person. its just so full of excitement and whatnot. its so interesting finding out what theyre really about. its like reading a really good book, or watching an awesome movie, because of course, everyone has a story to tell. no assumptions, just listening. thats all, i got you.
off to choir bball practice. lol. just gonna watch all the binhis, kads, and buklods. i cant play anyways. CUS I SUCK. aha. volleyball is the game. so ima pepper with jacob while the rest of the INC kiddos practice. aha. im making the most of all these church hangouts before i leave the SSD INC fam<3 because of college. yup. hanging out with jacob again. lol. this doode likes to go out a lot....
you guys. just a side note. most of my posts dont even deal with me. sometimes its me, but i RARELY go personal on here. because of course theres just some things you dont tell everyone about right? if anything, think of it as me putting myself in another persons shoes. thats all. its my way of helping others, i guess. so if you see something on here, and you ask me about it, seriously, im not...
i wish i could do something. im not talented. honestly, i wish i got more involved in things as a kid. i wish i wasnt so shy, maybe thats what held me back from a lot. you know, the fear of embarrassment from failure. im sure that was it. every time someone wants to try something new to me, im just like “nuh uh”. but i wish i could just break out of my shell and discover what i can...
Anonymous asked: well then you might as well you sexy filipino.
O purihin Ka yee yee. thats what its all about. come on, 97 blessed and fruitful years, what more could we ask for? (: We will always have a reason to celebrate, even when it isnt July 27th. Year round, He does so much for us, and there is simply no other way to give back a portion of what we were blessed with than to offer praises and thanksgiving. Just remember to always stay true to your...
nah. i dont count it. suure, some people say cant not count your first kiss, because well, its your first. but heres my story, and you tell me whats up. okay. i was in elementary school. -_- ever since i was a kid id always hangout with this one girl who eventually turned out to be one of my greatest friends ever, because her grandma was my babysitter. anyways, one day, her older cousins wanted...
dat. wuz. awes0me. i just killed a few hours of my life by playing video games. it felt real goooood. (x i havent played since elementary school. HAHA. good thing theres two more months of break! NO. im not going to play ps3. at least all the time..lul. i still have more adventures, plus i needa work outz! kay guise. Pasalamat tomorrow!<3 and have an awesome weekend(x
If i say something or do something for you, i freaking mean it with all my heart. dont go around thinking that im forced to do this for you. i do all this stuff because i want to. i might be overreacting, but i find it an insult when someone thinks i do the things i do because im obliged to. why? because it gives off the impression that they dont think that i truly care for them. especially, if...
its tearing me apart..
slowly, little by little, my life decision is starting to gain on me. i got pressure on all sides, and really, i dont like it, but its something i have to go through as part of my life. of course, ive chosen to continue my education at a university an hour and a half away from home. its really not that bad. but it gets harder and harder for me to leave, because i only told a couple of people,...
good day today. good workout at the gym, peppering and stuff. (: i should sleep earlier. dis bad. aha. i needa sleep by 12. id like that. hm. one more day and its Pasalamat<3 couldnt have anything better than that! with that being said, i gotta go say goodnight to the three people i text it to every night! goodnight guys. i laaaahb yall. <3
one regret that i have is not choosing to play volleyball earlier. recently, ive started to pick up a volleyball again. its been a while, but the surprising thing is how much better ive gotten. its frustrating though! although i got significantly better, the point is, i wont be able to play for a team anymore since ive already graduated. its a great feeling getting to hit the court, and having a...
the mirror is fuhreaking crazy. its a love-hate relationship. every time i look in the mirror its difficult to avoid staring deep into it. i mean its always like “man, look at yourself”. that can go two ways. one, you actually love yourself for all that you are, or two, you pick out every single flaw and wish for a ton of changes. its really difficult to do the first one. society is...
its like this.
when it comes to the question, “so what do you look for in a girl?” i honestly never know how to reply. i usually just end up saying, “i dont know.” im just that type of person who actually doesnt know what hes looking for until he actually sees it. you know, im the one who actually needs to actually fall for a person by getting to know them. so if youre going to ask me...
Anonymous asked: how do you apply for financial aid for college? :o
@oscarpetter was here.
Hey Jethro’s followers, it’s me Oscar. Since Jethro isn’t here I’m going to talk about him. Jay is seriously one of the best all around people I’ve ever met. I’d type more but he just came back. hahaha. bye c: P.S. he left me home alone at his house.
for the win. i guess coach mark wants to take oscar and i to tapex. LATES. lol. its a good thing hes only like 23? 24? otherwise it would be awkward. plus it becomes normal once he speaks tagalog. lol. as if hes fam. idk. hahah. our coaches are hella young! kuya marx is 20. right? LOL. idr. whatever. anyways, good morning guys! have a great day!