words go on.
ive realized that words can go a long way. even the simplest of words have the deepest meaning for someone. what more could a sentence do? so pretty much, you really should watch what you say to people. for one, it just replays over and over in their head, and it leaves them wondering why those words were said. words can only go two ways - they can either help you or hurt you. its your choice how...
"Anywhere with you is the happiest place on...
-kuya<333333 LOL. cherishing this forever. :D night guise.
Anonymous asked: You're an all-around amazing person. Don't be modest about it.
since my tsinelas (slippers) are in my car, i was wearing my shoes inside the house. downstairs at least. BAD ASIAN. but anyways, so after brushing my teeth, i turn to open the door, and as usual, i would walk out, but just as i am about to walk out, my shoe hits the door and i run into the door. oh silly me. this is punishment for wearing my shoes inside the house. D:
if you didnt want to talk, then why dont you just tell me? dont leave me hanging with assumptions and false hope. i need confirmation for me to know its right for me to move on..
most people dont know i have an older brother. maybe its because hes 26. LOLOL. then i have two younger brothers, 15 and 14. (x
so like lately, i feel like im getting closer and closer to my brothers. im pretty happy. all of my life up until now ive never really gotten along with them because im so “different” from them. its almost as if im adopted. but recently, things have been getting better between us. like how my younger brother has been going to school with me this year. im a senior, hes a freshman....
i'll get 'em.
i know i will. i’ll pick myself up soon. but right now, im just so down, im close to just dropping flat. but i never give up. i know its just temporary. i just have to convince myself that there is a way out, and that i will find it. i’ll find my way back somehow. get up, and keep going. ive been through tougher, so theres no reason to fall now. just keep moving. i know you feel weak,...
im tired of people telling me what to do. seriously. it really pisses me off that people bother me a lot about my decision to go to UCI. really now? “youre going to irvine?! WHY. just go to ucsd!” blah blah blah. what the hell. i know it sounds little to rant over but whose life is it thats gonna be affected? MINE. i do what i want because i want to and because i have my own set of...
do you know?
do you know that feeling where you love something so much, but it seems like youre not getting any love back? where you just want to drop everything and give up, but you still think theres a chance? yeah. that feeling. i hate it. you dont know what to do, so eventually you lead yourself on. you work hard, you put in so much effort and time, but nothing happens. thats what sucks. and moving on is...
when does this roller coaster hit the top again.. because life is kinda meh right now. i just want to be happy. -_-
well. im not gonna sleep yet. just wanted to get off. gotta get ready for tomorrow! game day tomorrow. against mar vista. apparently they havent lost a single league match for 5 or 6 seasons. but “impossible” doesnt exist right? we got this. one. step. at. a. time. :D on the sad side, theres only three games left. I. WANT. MORE. PLAYING. TIME. -_- okie. night guys.
lol. i kinda dont like right now, but im just hoping for the best. working for the best. doing my best. thats all for now.
fight for it.
fight for what you want. work hard for it. ive always followed something along those lines, but really, im getting tired of not getting the credit i do deserve. i wish i was rewarded more often for the things i do. it isnt fair for me to be working so hard, and not even being recognized for it. it sucks to put so much effort into something, especially something you love, when that something...
its not so easy.
honestly, its pretty obvious that life isnt easy. no one said it would be. some days its absolutely amazing, others, you find yourself so deep in the dumps, and some are just okay, or “eh.” day in, day out, its a different story. sometimes, it seems like everybody else is so much happier than you are. so much that you hate it. well, youre happy for them, but youre not so happy about...
Anonymous asked: OH STOP BEING SO MODEST! lol. I bet you're thinking in your head, "Damn anon, don't tell me something I already know" /hairflip. Lol but seriously tho, you shouldn't be single. :P
Anonymous asked: YOU ARE SOFA KING CUTE!
i should have no reason to complain. i think ive got it pretty much made out for me in life. i really do. im really surprised how people treat me. i really am. i feel like they make me “greater” than they think i am. i know im not “great” but i feel as if they all emphasize the point that im a pretty alright kid. i feel really loved. the things people do for me, even though...
things do get better.
i know ive probably posted this kind of post a billion times, but you know what? im happy. why? because things got better. it might be slow, and it might not be the exact way i imagined it to be, but i still got to be thankful for what i do have. so what if things dont go my way? i know somehow itll get there someday. and if its not meant for me, then i’ll always get something better. i know...
Anonymous asked: post more pictures of yourself pls. everybody wants to see your adorable handsome face :)))))
pagod na pagod na ako. hindi dahil sa kulang ng pagtulog lamang, ngunit dahil sa nangyayari sa akin dahil sa iba. minsan, parang hindi ko na kilala sila. parang wala akong gana na makipag-usap sa kanila. pagod na ako kasi palagi akong nasasaktan sa mga ginagawa nila sa akin. parang hindi nila akong mahal o baka wala silang pakialam. eh. kakayin ko ito. hahanapin ko ang solusyon sa problemang ito....
time to buckle down.
im so stupid. i should have studied for ap exams over break. >.< calc - 9 days lit - 10 days physics - 14 days econ - 17 days calc im dead. lit should be alright. i love physics, but because the school decided to hire our teacher 7 weeks late into the school year, im eh about it. econ is the easiest. but ugh. i need to get off tumblr and really study! i need to get home earlier after...
lol. okie mom.
me: ma! i thought you were going to iron my shirt. mom: oh. i’ll do it now. me: oh wait, papa did it. mom: youre a lucky son. i didnt do it because my butt hurts. me: okie mom. mom: i jogged all the way to the park yesterday! so my butt hurts. me: haha. okie mom.
the only person i text goodnight to EVERY night is my kuya. its always the same. “goodnight kuya! i love you!<3” and if i have anything else, i’ll add on to it. :D
you know that feeling when you finally start talking again to someone who you had problems with? yeah. that. its like, what do i do? do i act like everythings alright? do i ignore them? should we go on from where we left off? or do i start it all over again? honestly, its one of the most confusing moments ever, because you cant really read the minds of others. i mean, i dont know how they feel...
whats that? i cant hear you. oh wait, you didnt say anything.. im getting really tired of the lack of communication here. you would think words would hurt a person, but nope, the absence of words hurts worse. by now, i honestly wouldnt mind if you had an excuse, instead of just leaving me to guess. at least my mind is set on something thats certain. and it shows that you care because its like,...
29, 30, 31.
29 - you could have told me what was up. im not mad at you, im mad at what you did. seriously. if you didnt want to talk, then say so! i was in the middle of venting to you, and you just disappeared. then you come back later saying you didnt want to deal with it because you had your own problems.. okay..then why didnt you tell me earlier? i would have understood. seriously. if you cared, then you...
i dont know,
what im doing anymore. im getting lost. people are disappointing me, and im disappointing myself. where do i go from here..
Anonymous asked: You deserve to be happy.
if youre going to ask me about anything i post and why i post them, theres a 99.9% chance i wont answer you. just saying.
reminisce - verb. to talk or write about old times, past experiences, etc. sometimes, thats all it really takes. looking back at memories, so much comes to mind. all the good times, the bad times, the sorrowful times, the joyful times, etc. it all just comes back. sometimes its all you need to keep holding onto someone. sometimes, its all you need as a reminder as to why someone or something...
so like when i was kid i never cleaned up my toys after i played with them. and im sure you guys didnt either. my mom warned me that if i didnt clean up after myself, that she would throw it all away. one morning i woke up and heard something outside. so i ran to the window and saw my mom drag this huge black bag to the curb. then i saw the garbage truck come by. go guess what was in that bag....
i always wonder.
honestly, what was it that made us drift apart? just that one question brings up so many different possibilities to my mind. was it me? was it something i did? because i honestly dont know. but when you just leave like that, what am i supposed to do? a sudden disappearing act makes me feel used. as if you were just waiting for something better. but im too afraid to approach you now because its...
johnny-cupcake: Disney FULL 2010 - Toy Story 3 Sorry, Youtube took away my rights to upload longer than 15 minutes so here’s an alternate host. It has happened before and I reclaimed them, but who knows this time :[ REBLOGGING. WATCHING LATER. :DDDDDDD
hm. sudden urge to you know.. i dont even know why.
no more waiting.
lol. im tired of waiting on people. especially at night. then again, no one ever told me to wait.. poor me. i need to learn how to regulate and tell myself “no”.
submitting my housing application for uci. my oh my, where has the time gone? im feeling a bit old. not too old, just older. i keep looking at things i see everyday, and say to myself, “man, i will miss you. and you. and you, and you…all so much.” repetitively, over, and over. ah. im excited to leave and start fresh, yet clingy to what i have right now. all i wish for is success,...