February 2011
so.
i had taco bell today with ant and grace.
AND I DONT CARE IF IT AINT REAL.
IT STILL TASTES HELLA GOOD. <3
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one thing.
if theres one thing i hate about life,
its probably moving on.
i mean how can you just leave something you were so used to, leave something that became a part of you and your life, knowing something great was taken away from you? its a horrible feeling. i guess im a very emotionally attached person.
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#30.
30. Look back on this last month and talk about it.
one month down, eleven to go.
did one month really just end? i guess so. this past month has had its ups and downs, more that usual. but im still here right? i made it through another month. i learned a lot more about myself and i only got stronger. i still have a long way to go, but i know i’ll make it.
breaking point.
i really have no patience whatsoever for people who constantly throw their attitude at me as if its perfectly fine. it really pisses me off when people cant give the simplest respect. i mean, what did i even do to you to deserve this? honestly, im that type of person who just lets it happen, but when im all alone, i get hella pissed. i keep telling myself that im not going to let anyone step all...
"i dont know you anymore"
yeah. okay. so people change. i guess i have to get used to the fact that one comes in, and another goes out. sure, i do get sad. it really hurts knowing that you had something great, but just lost it. everytime i meet a new person, deep down, im hesitant, because i have a strong feeling that no matter who they are, one day, theyll drift off too. somehow. sometimes, you dont even do anything...
January 2011
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#29.
29. If you could be doing the same things you do now, only in your own way, how would a normal day in your life go?
normal?
really, i dont see the point in a routine, IF i had my own way. i mean, who knows what will happen tomorrow, the next week, month, year, or even hour? you just gotta live life to the fullest, no regrets. no holding back. take those risks, the right risks. youll never know...
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time to listen to myself.
honestly, its about time to listen to myself. forget the others who put me down for what i want to do. if i want to do something, i’ll do it. if i have to do it without support, so be it. i dont care anymore. because im really getting tired of pretending to be fine with what you say or do to me. its getting annoying. ive had enough. im going to follow my instinct. im not going to submit to...
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#28.
28. Would you rather someone tell you the truth up front but gently, or be lied to to spare your feelings?
tell the truth.
honestly, id really rather have you tell me straight up. nothing sugar coated. just tell me. sure it might hurt, but doesnt it hurt more to be lied to? lying obviously gets nowhere. most of the time, it gets worse anyways, then youve created an even bigger problem than when...
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i really need to learn how to take charge.
letting people step all over me, telling them “its okay”. not good.
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#27.
27. Is there a friend you are worried about? Why do they have you concerned? Do you think they’ll be okay?
everything turns out for the better.
for me, i tend to worry for those around me. i just like to be helpful and all. i love the feeling of finally being able to cheer someone up, or to hear someone say, “everything you told me worked out!” etc. i tend to worry a lot. usually,...
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#26.
26. Talk about a moment where you were truly happy. What was happening? Who were you with?
its funny how i dont remember much..
for one, im always happy at church. idk why, but for some reason, it brings a greater happiness to me. everytime im there, i just seem to cheer up, no matter how bad my day may have been. i can always rely on church to pick me back up, and push me further.
second, new...
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im horrible.
i told my dad that he was supposed to pick up my little brothers from school today because i had to go cover for yearbook over at the beach. but then beach picture plans were cancelled, soo i decided to chill with friends. so i left school expecting that my dad would pick them up.
i went to jasmines, then we left to the beach with a couple others. what happened? towards the end, i got a voicemail...
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fact #36.
my only friends, or a majority of my friends were girls, till i got to high school. im not even kidding. i grew up around girls. so i learned a lot about them. its because i was really shy and not willing to do anything but sit alone. thats why i really never played sports as a kid. i was too afraid of failure. so i just talked to girls a lot. now you see why ive always wanted a kuya..lol. but by...
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#25.
25. What do you think it means to be a good parent?
i hope i’ll be a great parent..
to me, lets just put my parents as an example. A+ to them. parents, really have to be superheros, or at least they probably should be since they do so much for us. to be a parent, is hard work. it really must be difficult for my parents to support me. i can see it in their faces. but they still go on, even...
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tomorrow,
is stoplight day.
red for taken, yellow for talking, and green for single..
HMMMM. i have no green shirt.. I GUESS IMA WEAR YELLOW. >:]
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#24.
24. Are you more social or independent? Why do you think that is?
a mixture of both.
im going a bit towards social. i used to be very shy and closed up, with nothing that i was willing to share. i realized that the social life is much more better than being alone. it provides great relief from tension bottled up within you.
on the other hand, im not going to say i did things on my own, but im...
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no holding back.
one of the things i really hate, is if someone just tries to put me down, or has no hope in me whatsoever. i havent even started, and youre already doubting me? thanks for the support!(:
no matter what people around you think of what you do, you should just go for what you want, reach all that you can. there really isnt anyone stopping you, just yourself. are you really going to take their...
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#23.
23. Explain your life plan for the next month, then the next year, then three years, then five years.
ive done this one too many times.
Month: get your scholarships in! you already know your goal. its a lot, but its your fault for procrastinating. get ready for volleyball season too! get what you want, work hard for it. finally, Banal na Hapunan. lol. get ready for that real well<3
Year:...
so many, yet so little.
why does it feel like that even though theres so many people around you, it still feels like no one is there at all?
you want to let it all out, but theres nowhere to go. you can talk all you want, but maybe theyll give effortless replies. or maybe they wont understand you. or maybe there is someone you can run to, but you feel like youve gone to them one too many times. what do you do now?
i...
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that awkward moment,
when you say something to the person youre talking to on the phone, but they dont hear you..
do i say it again? or are they just ignoring me?
come and go.
so thats what they say, people come and go. you win some, you lose some. but what if i really care about that person, what if that person is one of the best ive ever met..you know, those people you feel like have known you forever, or those people that just are really good at making you happy. why do people really have to come and go? what if im already satisfied? do they really have to leave me?
...
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#22.
22. How do you think people see you? Be a little negative and a little positive.
oooh. time to be conceited and humble..
Positive: im sure you know by now, i dont give up no matter what comes my way. im optimistic. im pretty sure people see me as the person who will work hard and works to get things done. im organized, and people usually think im smart. so they copy off of me. GET OFF MAH NUTZ....
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falling into place.
after a roller coaster ride that life brings you, it feels good to finally relax. you know, to have those random days where EVERYTHING just seems to work out well, or fall into place. the good things you didnt even ask for, just come out of nowhere. life will always be rough, with its ups and downs. but we just have to remember that it always gets better somehow. it might not be the outcome we...
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saying bye.
Expectation:
Reality:
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#21.
21. Look back. Why did you choose this challenge? Do you think it says anything about you?
BORING.
lol. i liked this challenge because of its questions. it really got me thinking, and made me find out more about myself. A LOT.
hmm.
i gotta head out at 4. lol.
why am i nervous..LOL.
ive been in this for two years now.
hmm.
theres so many people missing on tumblr, its sorta kinda hard to believe..
dont take me as a bad person or anything. im just saying..
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#20.
20. Again, pick a song that projects the mood of your week or day.
eh..
lol. do you really want to know? well i have no song.
consider this day SKIPPED.
forwaaard.
lately, or maybe just earlier, idk how long this will last, but anyways, my younger brothers and i have been getting along lately. i like this. hahah. this feeling is so peaceful. they havent talked back for two days now, oh my. haha. but even if theyre finally getting along with me, i dont deserve this at all. im not the best big brother to them, i’ll be honest. but lately, things have put...
hmm.
i dont look like the age im supposed to be.. ):
my moms latest filipino theory:
i was choking on my sammich earlier..
“AYAN! O! O! the girl that crushes on you is thinking of you!”
i never see the relation. -_-
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#19.
19. If you could be anywhere in the world, but you had to be there for a certain cause, where would you be and why?
i’d be back home in the Philippines. for Papang.
you know it. i’d go back home to see Papang, my grandpa from my mom’s side. its been thirteen long years since ive seen him. i love him so much. out of all my relatives, hes my favorite. he gives me so much...
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dont matter.
you know, it sucks enough that you have to go through problems. what a lot of us do, is vent to other people. but what sucks even more is when you vent to someone, and what do they say? “IDK”. yeah okay thanks for your input. i really wish youd try harder. maybe i might or maybe i might not use your advice, but if you try, i’ll feel at least a little better knowing that someones...
so like.
they moved graduation again. >.<
JUNE 2ND 5PM.
whats the problem?
my graduation and my little brothers middle school promotion > same time, same day. different places. 15-20 mins drive from each other.
why. -_-
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dear kuya
so im seeing a lot of guys wishing they had older brothers. more specifically, a kuya.
a kuya is much more than an older brother. to me, he’d be my ultimate superhero. and the best thing would be is that, this superhero does exist, not just in comics. a kuya who would be there with me through everything. you know, a kuya to talk to about girls. a kuya to run to. a kuya to protect me. a kuya...
tired.
im tired of running into the wrong people. im tired of giving out my trust, only to have it crushed in the end. im tired of being disappointed. but okay sure. i could totally avoid it, if i didnt expect anything, or if i was just wiser about my trust. but nope. im just that type of person who seems to be too giving, and gets nothing back. but you realize you have to trust to get somewhere. so its...
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#18.
18. Talk about your extended family. Why do you think they are the way they are?
relatives? …
well this blows. perfect perfect perfect question..im not going to put this on blast. this is way too personal. off to my private blog this goes. :D
but i do have one question..
why?
some people have no sense of humor whatsoever. -_-
WHY. geez. im tryna lighten up, and then you go and be all negative about it..
Anonymous asked: WOW never been kissed? for real?
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#17.
17. Who was the last person you kissed? (If you are still with them now, pick the person before them.) What would they say if they saw you now?
lolwut.
i havent even kissed yet. haha. im trying to save it for the right girl. o0o0o0o. sounds cheesy. i know. but because ive already waited so long, my mentality has changed. i dont want to be desperate, and i dont want to be so strict. i know its...
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#17.
17. Who was the last person you kissed? (If you are still with them now, pick the person before them.) What would they say if they saw you now?
lolwut.
i havent even kissed yet. haha. im trying to save it for the right girl. o0o0o0o. sounds cheesy. i know. but because ive already waited so long, my mentality has changed. i dont want to be desperate, and i dont want to be so strict. i know its...
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