October 2010
night!
well today was pretty alright, but the weather was wack.
uh so i went to school at 630. i got dropped off there even though im on break, because my brother was running late to work. so i just walked to ants from there. when i got to ants, all we did was go on our laptops doing random things, like omegle. lol. then her dad made us breakfast. thank yooou. but i drank orange juice, which of course...
i'll admit it now.
OKAY. so i do like you. again. i liked you a year ago because, well idk. i just felt happier when i saw you. then i got to know you then i talked to you a bit. but then we drifted, then we talked again. but eh. as much as i do like you, and as much as youre really making me happy lately, i do not want to go through with it. i dont know. something is stopping me, unless you can prove me wrong. i...
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why is it that everytime i DO have a reason to be mad at something, something comes up, and i have to feel sorry for them. then i end up never being mad at them, so they never find out that they actually did anything wrong.
oh well.
i love the smell of rain.
you guys!
“wake me up when september ends…”
lul. today is september 30th!
which means, we should wake each other up when september ends! :D
loljk. if you want. but what else am i gonna do at midnight, after i wake you up? nothing. kay. that is all.
i remember @francisboba and @sleepsoundly started doing this in middle school. :D
but okay. ignore this. haha.
September 2010
i need to learn,
how to sleep earlier, especially when i know i have to wake up early.. -_- S’ALL GOOD THOUGH. because i get to drive starting friday. officially. lulz. make use of the license ive had since april.
tomorrow, ants house. 6am. UGH. ko there. on one of their beds. lol. then yearbook work, and back to ants, then back to school for volleyball v. mvh. we got this! then church after that! :D
...
i'll stand up for what i believe in.
hate me if you want.
i dont know about you, but i was raised a fighter. my parents always fought for what was always right, and so i learned from that. i mean, why would i submit to doing something clearly out of my morals, or what is right? im not just going to sit there, and curl up into a ball. i wouldnt be where i am today if i or my parents hadn’t stood up. you think i give up that...
it does matter.
we can be ten years into the future and what we did today and yesterday will still matter. i may have gotten over the past and forgiven you, but im not going to forget anything that has happened. i take it all in, and at first it hurts, but i learn from it. i learn to be more wise about how to use my trust. just because were on good terms, dont think that i can simply forget it ever happened.
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i know it.
i argue over things i shouldnt, and then in the end, ima look stupider than when i first started.
i guess thats just me tryna prove my point and what i believe in..
i hate arguing. but it happens anyways.
out.
i dont understand how people stay up. yeah, im pretty lame, ive never even pulled off an all nighter because i know ima get sick.
oh and my back hurts. kuya marx, its all your fault for making me try to touch rim. D:
lates!
28SEP10.
well. of course, knowing me, i accomplished nothing all day. i looked at scholarships though. eh. then i went to the volleyball game, where i ran the scoreboard as usual. it was a sweep. :D but, it was annoying. >.< kuya marx, and mark, and jerry, and everyone else kept teasing me about _______. they made it so awkward, good thing she didnt hear any of it. LOL. but hmm. she didnt talk much,...
Anonymous asked: uhh, hmmm yeah you're cute ;)
kelvinween-deactivated20130215 asked: hey seksi boi.
ok bye LUL
ok bye LUL
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today,
i found out how hot heather morris can be. <3
T_T
UGH. STUPID SPIDER. i dont know how, and i dont know why, but im so afraid of spiders..i just finished killing one. >.<
i was just talking about glee, then this spider starts crawling, and i panic because i cant find anything to kill it with. i see my uke, a bunch of binders, and textbooks.. so i grab the box my uke came in, and started slamming the wall. it ran away all quick, then i found...
its better to be truthful than to lie and look...
especially if youre straight up lying to somones face..
kay.
jetheroojayy (11:14:18 AM): do you have a webcam ___________ (11:14:37 AM): had jetheroojayy (11:15:03 AM): darn ___________ (11:15:12 AM): even if I did have one ___________ (11:15:16 AM): I wouldn’t webcam with you jetheroojayy (11:15:30 AM): T_T
______________
</3 this is what i get for not wanting to webcam last night with someone else. LOL.
P.S. its okay, i still love you...
morning!
too hot last night. lol. oh well, feels like its dying down anyways. right now, mmm. im just gonna work on college stuffs, scholarships and personal statement numero dos. i feel like an underdog after seeing everyones scores, and other school related things. >.<
oh well.
P.S. ima spam likes today. :D
<3
oh yeah theres a volleyball game today. ima manage. v. syh! :D
how can you hate someone you dont know?
i dont know. in my opinion it just bothers me when people straight up judge someone without getting to know them. okay sure, all of us probably do it, but some of us handle it better. others, well, at the first sight, they act as if theyve read through the entire book, when all they did was scan it. from experience, people turned out to be completely different than what i expected. so really, dont...
well,
i find it cute when girls play video games. just a bit. a tiny bit. hahah.
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i hate it when,
sometimes you confess to your crush that you like them, but it just makes everything worse off by making things weird..
well,
you guys do know that the post from the staff about tumblarity is from may of 2009 right…lol. someone just reblogged it recently to make it seem recent.
lolol. people believe almost anything on the internet.
why does it bother you?
that im just tryna be who i wanna be? it annoys me, i mean, its not like im doing anything bad right? dont restrict me from who i want to be, and what i want to do. its not like i’ll make stupid mistakes. sure i’ll make mistakes, but i dont think im that stupid..
but yeah, i cant submit to what you want just because youre picking out my so-called “flaws.”
good morning!
i woke up like two hours ago though. haha. I HATE IT. i either have allergies or a cold. i cant tell. last time it suddenly got hot, i started sneezing all over the place. and thats exactly whats going on now. -_- oh oh and to add to that, last year during fall break i got a cold. this must be tradition now. -_-
all i did so far was personalize my desktop. lolol. but i have work to do! ima try to...
i feel like its a saturday.
because im staying up because why?
FALL BREAK. hayul yah. :D
im bored im me please. D:
i say im happy for you,
but really, im just hiding my jealousy.
its great when people remember their promises.
but if you forget, you might as well forget me.
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-_-
people really need to learn how to take care of things that arent theirs. just because you dont own it doesnt mean you can go and do whatever with it. you borrowed it, so you better return it how you found it. geez, stop thinking about yourself. what you do affects others too. -_-
its an old man.
doorbell rings..
mom: who is it? me: its an old man. mom: babae o lalake? (girl or guy?) me: its an old man mom. wth is an old man to you. mom: oh right. HAHAHA.
mom<3
i hate it when dreams get cut off at the best...
this morning i was probably having the greatest dream ever, then my alarm goes off…
i hate it.
im just getting pissed off at the same things over and over again. shouldnt i have learned by now? -_-
i should learn how to leave people alone and let them be.
night!
i gotta get my sleep so i can grow taller! lolol. i got things on my mind to sleep over. someone text me!
nightynight tumblritoooes! :D
“kbye.”
P.S. im so happy for LAA<3
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25.
today was the last day of school for the first quarter. that was somewhat fast..
lets see, senior year is happening pretty fast, a bit too fast.
from the past 10 weeks of school, things have changed. at first i hated my senior year. things were different than i thought, people changed, things changed. but i adjusted. and i survived. but the past few weeks, senior is getting better. its a bit...
its alright.
i guess. but its a weird feeling. you know, that feeling when youre “left out” of things. okay, i get how you cant expect everyone to tell you everything, but what about the people youre the closest to? then later on, i hate being in a convo with a group of people and theyre all on the same page, but im just drowing in confusion.
idk, i must be trippin over the little things, but...
23SEP10.
ooh. i had a pretty fun day. it was a bit stressing but okay. i come late to zero period as usual and i see everyone all dressed up, just as they should be. (: then calc, health, then skipped econ and went to physics to take my test instead. i hope i did well. then ccd! D: lol. i hope we made it, im pretty sure we did, and yaay for our group ms. meza liked the stew. :D then lunch for the super...
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okay.
well, lets see, i know girls get hurt,
but..
guys can get hurt too. just think about it, it doesnt seem like they get hurt, but trust me, most of us just hold it in. dont you think we feel pain too? guys have those sleepless nights, guys have tears running down their face at times, guys have their hearts broken, guys can get rejected, guys can have low self-esteem, and much more. we may not have...
its confusing.
theres so much people dont know about me. its annoying. i just cant seem to find the right words to explain to people why i am who i am. its because it just makes everything all weird, or people simply just dont care. but in the end, i just keep all these stories to myself, because if i made it this far, i can surely keep going, without the missing pieces in my past.
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goodnight!
just two more days in the quarter, then its FALL BREAK. yeeuh.
right now, im stressed because theres so much going on this week, i can barely get a grip on anything. but for the most part, im past the peak. im just pretty pissed about my personal statement. lol. since its just due for ap lit on friday, and since theyre really not due to the universities till november, i practically did whatever...
ive always wanted a twin.
missed opportunity.
once in a while, we complain about people we constantly give chances to, yet they never seem to change. but, have you ever thought about what YOU have done? everyday, we do things that we dont notice. things that affect everyone around us. the people around us all the time always put up with so much from us. its a team effort, and its not always going to be about you. just chill, look at yourself...