1st: ap chem we made designs on shirts. :D 2nd: uhm, ms porter apparently has a secret life. XD sounds too good be true, like a movie…lol. NB: idr? 3rd: polar and rectangular coordinates. LOL, bestest and ms. woo. XD 4th: ppt. Lunch: my moms spaghetti macaroni! lol. and it was weird, people were all running to the same place, i wonder what happened…maybe a fight? but i didnt go to it. haha. oh and john taught me how to play i just want you on the ukelele! :D 5th: went to ginoongs, then woo’s to do test. 6th: we drew eyes and noses. haha. Volleyball: practice! lol, we played dodgeball first? but we had to crawl. hahaha. then we did suicides “together” where we had to finish together. how cute. HAHA. then the rest of the time was funfunfun. hahah. aww. one more week in the season! three games, one practice left! >:D
although we are thousands of miles apart and havent seen each other in 12 years, i still love you grandpa! everyday, i wonder what it feels like to feel your embrace again. you know, how it feels to be loved by you, my grandparent! but even though were far in distance, were close at heart. you know why? because youre strong. mama tells me stories all the time about you! my strong, tall, handsome grandpa. haha. and how she told me that youre really pro at volleyball, it makes me play each of my volleyball games for you, dedicated to you. (: youre strong, mama is strong just like you, and guess who else is? me! your great characteristics have been passed down to me. so everyday, every single day, youre in my life, because im just like you papang! i hope to keep it that way, make you proud. soon, i’ll try my best to visit you as soon as i get the money! but in the meantime, stay strong and live long! i love you papang!<3(:
Day 29 — Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
so much to do, so much to think about.
within the next year, oh maan. ive got so much on my mind right now. within the next year, i just want to be successful in all that i aspire for. you know, enjoy life, give it your all at all times. dont hold back. only move forward and grow stronger. theres nothing much to say, i mean you can make plans, but they somewhat get changed up a little.
FACT #7 - ALONE TIME. lolol. whaat i mean is when im out in public, and none of my friends are around me. XD anyways, when im alone and have no one to talk to, i do what most people do, pretend to be on the phone, or pretend to be texting. XD BUT, most of the time, i chew on nothing, just to make it look like im doing something. yeaah, i chew on nothing to make up for being lonely. weird isnt it?
so today, i looked up into the sky, at the clouds. i did nothing but stare at it for a good 10 minutes. its wonderful isnt it? looking at the clouds, just tryna make shapes and figures out of them. idk, for some reason, clouds look comfy to sleep on. LOL. i wish i could touch a cloud, that isnt fog..haha.
so i went to school for 1st and 2nd, then left for 3rd-5th because i had my driving test today! :D
so all morning i kept gagging because i was nervous, but it went away once i got to dmv. when my dad picked me up, we practiced a little, then argued, ahaha..then it turns out even if were early for our appointment, were not allowed to be tested until 15 mins before. so we sat around and napped in the car. XD then we went back in and the lady processing my papers was nice, it was her birthday. haha. she wished me good luck and we waited again, in the driving lane for another two hours…by then my nerves had drifted off. i prayed constantly haha. (: then finally, it was my turn, and it was the nice guy! :DDDD
so we did all the checklist stuff, and off we went! dayum haha, i was like wow, hes pretty chill talking to me and all. it turns out he wanted to be an architect, which is what i want to be! :D haha. after like 15mins, i was done. and we went back to the parking lot, and at the last min, i almost struck the curb! D: he said if i went any further, i would have failed. XD but i backed up and switched parking spots. and he said i missed 7, which is passing. :DDD then after, i wished him luck on his future dream home that he talked to me about. and he told me, “someday, i’ll remember you, and i will ask you to help me design it. (:” :DDD then i said thanks, and went back to the lady who processed my papers earlier. haha, she was laughing because shes like “YOURE STILL HERE?” haha. coolkid. haha. so yeah, i loved today, that was a majority of it!
so yeah, usual stuff at school, haha, more review for ap exams, and other stuff, and whatnot. i was slightly a jerk to someone today, ahah. darn. the rain cleared out! (: anyways, so after school i went to do the ap registration stuff, frkn breezed through it because me and my partners had a project to do. lol, i hope my answer sheets are filled in correctly..anyways, so marlo me nikki and pat went to gaby’s house to do our project. ha. shrimp lumpia with cream cheese and green onions. LOL to be honest, when marlo first told me the ingredients, i was in disbelief because those are not the usual ingredients of lumpia. so we did our video project, bloopers here and there, and when it was finished, YUUUM. <3 to be honest, i dont like seafood, but marlo’s shrimp lumpia got me into eating seafood again. XD DAYUM, that was good! ima make some of my own. haha, its practically the only thing i know how to cook besides rice and egg now!
1st: more ap review. 2nd: more ap review. NB: idk. 3rd: vectors. 4th: people. Lunch: corned beef! haha. GAAAAME TIIME: this is the part i loved! haha varsity played first. then our turn! i was excited to beat them. XD and yes! we got the lead first set, hahah good work everyone! then i served for a long time, lol. like a bajillion aces. i guess conrad passed it on to me. HAHA. then we won first set. then second set, we had the lead, then someone hit conrad. NOW REALLY, SETTER OUT. haha. despite that, the whole team adjusted fine. (: conrads a fighter too, good job giving a better lead. haha. then we won! :D good job everyone. hahah, two wins in a row! now, next game, suhi on monday! i just want to beat suhi, because its a home game and we have the ability to play well against them. (: haha, such a great week. more good things to come this week! :D
well, i loved today because it turned out better than i expected. :D
1st: uhm, mc, fr, rxns. and whatever else. sat next to win today. lol. 2nd: mc, then essay. NB: idr. 3rd: boring math lesson, nap time! :D 4th: FRKN PAT. HAHAHAH. “RICE KRISPIES FOR EVERYONE” lol, reminds me of santa or something. XD Lunch: letson kawali sinigang! :D GAME TIME: WELL, v. coronado. they have a ton of bikes. im not kidding. when i mean a ton. its as if the whole school takes a bike to school everyday. lol. frkn bus ride and “segregation” again. XD then DAYUM CORONADO AND THEIR DOUBLE GYM. :O lol, maan, so varsity played first, all i did was lie down, and did art hw, and did my csf application. haha. frkn marx kept throwing the ball at me while i was laying down. and since he threw the ball back at me without looking, and i was on a higher seat than he was, i frkn smashed the ball on him! BUAHAHAHA. hahaha, i didnt mean too, i said sorry after! “nice hit!” LOL. blah, varsity game. then jv game! we lost first set. then we won second set. :D frkn conrad got a bajillion aces. hahaha. good game! then third set, down to last 5 points, scary. hahaha. oh the suspense. but they messed up, i dont even remember how the game ended. LOL. i just jumped and yelled joyfully after. HAHA. “PUNTO” stupid. lol -_- then we all jumped on coach after XD i failed at jumping miserably, and instead peoples arms hit my in the mouth.. haha. i couldnt stop smiling. (:
anyways, tomorrow game v. castle park! win for us! :D
FACT #6 - NERVOUSNESS. so, hahah, when im nervous, i think i do weird things…well, when im nervous, i gag. hahah. and its so annoying, the only way i can relieve myself is through fresh air or by burping. HA. oh and and today, i realized that when im nervous, i lift my right leg up, outwards from my body. most of the time, my right leg bends backwards, just like when a girl lifts her leg back when a guy hugs or kisses her. LOL.
so i woke up at 550 like i usually do on sunday mornings. then i took a shower and afterwards, lol, i dressed up. okay. so much for detail. XD then i went downstairs to eat poptarts because my mommy was busy. haha. then i asked kuya to drop me off at church with the rest of my brothers since my dad was at work, and my mom wanted to go to church with my dad in the afternoon. haha. hmm. so i got to church, turned my nametag. hah and dressed up for choir<3 the robe of my conviction(: and yeah, service started, felt good. haha. i was so tired though because i stayed up last night. darn. lol. anyways, then when it was over i had choir practice and then after i talked to kuya elson, you know, him and his random stuff. haha. then we walked to the old function hall where i somewhat ate. hahah. XD then we went back and we went to cws, and maan. kids are malikot. hahaha. after, ivan kept pinching me. -_- i actually have a scar from his pinch. i think hes 4? idk. after, i saw josie! :D then jessica and lyka. haha. then practically from then on, i just talked to the binkids. XD LOL. bug catcher jermaine! HAHA. then when i finally went home i ate kare kare, then i went on here, then took a nice nap. :D then i woke up and got on again and talked to kuya on aim. then i studied then i ate dinner, then i studied more. after all that, i went back on, and now im typing this. XD
OKAY. not much detail, but it still looks long…lol.
haha, i actually had fun today. my afternoon was enjoyable. :D i had volleyball practice. i wasnt actually going to go. but i went anyways, and it was the most fun ive had in a week. haha, good times, bonding and whatnot. great laughs. (:
aahh, what a great way to end my week. despite having been frustrated and disappointed, the end reaches a high note. (:
now, im really hoping that this coming week will be one of the greatest weeks. i have so many important events going on. i pray that i’ll only succeed. please. :D
this time next week, i hope to have a recap of the week saying that my week was great.
and now, time to close off this week through relaxation of watching a movie by myself. haha, call me if you have my number!
-P.S. never stop believing, and always try. have faith and things will turn out just fine. (:
day three of cst’s and lame rain..todays tests were hella easy. uh. bestest and his nasty jokes. -_- lol. jerking. laksjdalkmouthasdaslkd. LOL. porters reaction to that. uh. people ate me shrimp chips. haha. idk. today wasnt really interesting. paa meeting. then volleyball game v. mar vista, our rivals. close game..lost by two, then by four. two weeks left of volleyball, five games left. within those two weeks, i will improve, i will be stronger, and i will be accomplished and proud.
then after waited in the gym while they did culture night run through. bestest, oh geez. -_- lol, he really isnt scared, is he? lol, its fiine.
ah, tomorrows a new day. i dont have to wait till next week to improve myself. i can make myself a better person, starting now.
i dont want to give up. i really dont. i want to keep believing in succeeding in this particular goal, but the frustration is getting to me. it really is. i cannot hold my tears in any longer. i dont want disappointments that could have been avoided. i have to give it my all. i have to stay positive. I HAVE TO WIN.
cst’s day 2. all i have to say is “ridiculous” uh..that math was stupid. -_- how will i get into csu’s now. lol. aside from that, during lunch when i went to pick up my tupperware from ms bella, she told me 5 other teachers shared with her the palabok i brought! its funny because my container was small…LOL. anyways then waited with joy, pat, and lara until we finally went to los and purple cow when pat went to gaby’s. then we went to gaby’s house, dayum, nice house. XD then we waited for uriel. meanie. HAHA. his reasons. haha. then i went to volleyball practice lazily. it was boring lol. except for the free ball part. then i went home and went to church, now im back.
p.s. sd weather was bipolar today.
oh and theres some kid named andrew garcia at my school. XD