14564.) We've been best friends for what? Like five years? I feel like you don't care about me as much as I care for you. I feel like EVERY TIME somebody new comes around, you abandon me. It already happened twice, and it's happening again, right now.
hahah, note the happy face. lol. so i will try not to be on tumblr, aim, etc. for a week. i gotta buckle down on school! so that i finish my hw quicker and can start studying for SATs & ACTs. and so that i can catch up on sleep by finishing work earlier.
Girls love to hang out with nice guys, am I right? They might not always want to date nice guys tho, but girls really like spending time with them. The nice guy doesn’t always get the girl. They end up being bestfriends. Or maybe even sometimes, you get lucky and you get the girl. Unfortunately, sometimes the girl has to get burned by the bad guy first.
I TRY my best not to get offended by you, but you never cease to insult and degrade me. what is wrong with you? why cant you be nice? what is so hard about being well mannered, huh? what have i done, why does my character set you up so well to make more jokes about me?
So I like this girl, she’s my best friend but she’s going out with someone. He seems perfect for her and she’s infatuated with him. But lately it seems like she has some problems. Should I ask her about it or I don’t know. Any advise?
youre her bestfriend maan! you gotta consult her, even if shes taken, you gotta be there as her friend you know? shell run to you, she relies on you. soo get to talkin and help her out! im in the same situation, except she hasnt talked to me in a while.
1 - good job, today you pissed me off again, thanks! a real big high five to you! :D you are so immature, youre 5 years older than me, and you still choose to act like a kindergartener. youre real great for degrading me, REALLY GREAT. why do choose to pick on me? foreal, grow up, youre being fake, living a double life. i realize im not the only one you pick on, but it hella affects me, i wanna talk you out so muuch, but i cant take it! why dont you do me a favor, go sit and think, and come back when youve at least mentally finished growing up. thanks! (:
2 - i really really like you. its almost a year and a half of me crushing on you. youve got everything, looks and personality. i really wish i could talk to you more like before, but youre always so busy? cant we at least fulfill being bestfriends? you asked me to be your bestfriend too, so lets stick to our word. even if my heart is still constantly being crushed, at least i can talk to you more and spend time with you.
3 - hey maan, weve known each other for a month now, and i still havent seen you in person, hahah. and we live in the same city! our schools are in the same district. youre really chill and whatnot, closest tumblr friend ive got! lets keep it going, youre actually a true bestfriend, good person to trust. i doubt youll do anything bad anyways. im pretty sure im right about that. you still wont go to being bestfriends with me, haha, so youre sticking to little brother. oh and hey, you said youd start calling me kuya this week! :D
someone told me today that ive been single for 16 years because they said “you dont have that boyfriend vibe” at me. -_- it made me think hard. why am i lonely like this? what did i do wrong? usually when i get to know a girl i end up being a best friend or a close one. idk, im a pretty nice person. i dont think im boring? i juss think that im too friendly and instead of giving off a boyfriend vibe, i give off a bestfriend vibe. but you know what? i wont change myself for some girl i like to fall for me. ive had girls crush on me, but i dont like how its girls i see only as a friend. oh geez what a cycle. but yeah, i have to admit it gets annoying sometimes, but other times im perfectly okay with it. i will be myself, you dont like it, oh well. i know theres a girl who likes me for me, that i also crush on at the same time.
i wish my heart would straight out pick a girl that wouldnt hurt me.
but thas not possible. you see, i believe love comes about through all the heartbreaks and and good times put together. if your heart survives, then its right, isnt it? you fought for it, you remained strong, and kept walking like nothing happened. you kept trying, and you endured. you get what you want, after all that great, hard work.
be the one to make me forget my past? ive been tough. still am. no matter what the past has held, you still never fail to please me. am i right in leaving my heart with you? i hope im not setting myself up for another disappointment.. can you juss give me a chance to prove to you that im really worth it? my love has ripened or maybe its well done after all these years of waiting. even though i get hurt, i still keep trying to catch you. through all the hurt, i still feel like youre a great girl. i reall want you. its not infatuation. im sure.
Us ladies may not realize it. Guys don’t want to reveal when they are hurt. But really, when they do hurt and tell, it crushes us. Be careful and wise about what you say to guys when you’re angry at them. Everyone has feelings.
1st: talk talk talk. cuz there was a sub. lol ipad. wtheck? 2nd: mc, that was hard, funny how we related it to leida. :D NB: nb seemed kinda long. idk. haha. 3rd: test, i lost my packet so i didnt turn it in at the time. 4th: video. then winter sports assembly! it was alright. Lunch: heres where woo’s big joke began. lol. so i turned in my packet cuz i found it, but she said no. so i was like, uhh…and i got teary eyed. lol, and i was angry for once. oh i had mechado for lunch! everyone takes your baon when you bring one! 5th: uhm feng shui. i did my lab. then helped bestest. 6th: talked to bestest about our own grad night at sixflags instead of disneyland. hahah. then color wheel in art again. After School: watched a little of the soccer game. oh and this is when i found out ms. woo was messing with me. -_- :D hahaha. i joke around with her everyday saying “eww look who it is” to her, and she replies with a similar remark. haha. so i didnt realized she joked about the packet too.. lol. ok, so it is true, no matter what youve gone through, the ending is always good. (:
so today, my friend in art was hella trippin cuz she was wrongfully accused and has to see the principal. and so she said, “ive been good! why do bad things happen to good people?”
and so i replied:
bad things happen to good people because, theyre good. bad things come along to test a good persons character, faith, and endurance. if you truly are a good person, nothing will bring you down. if you know youre right, then youll stay standing. if youre a good person, youll push through, youll stay strong, and youll make it. if youre good, you wont be desperate to get out of it, because you know and believe that youll get through that storm. then when you most need the good things, it’ll come to you.
so yeah, she said it was well thought, buut, shes still trippin. i wouldnt blame her, id be maarteX1000000.
no matter how beaten i get, no matter how much i complain, no matter what comes my way, its settled. i will never quit. i will always be strong. my outer complexion may not show it, but trust me, my heart, soul, and mind cherish it. i wont quit on what i got to accomplish. thas right, im off to reach what quitters never recieve - victory.
every night, i like to look at the stars and wonder what youre doing. i dont see how it connects, but you always come to mind. i wonder how much of an impact i have upon you. and even if were bestfriends, i feel like im nothing to you. i can never have a serious talk with you too.
what can i do? my heart chooses who it wants. at least im into it because i want to and not because i have to. you might be able to choose who you want, but your heart will always prevail. your heart doesnt doubt, but the mind does.